Trying to Look Up

The new store manager kind of reminds me of the first store manager I worked with. Always on the floor working with the employees, and I was intimidated of him at first. It is kind of the same, except I really don't know about this store manager... I don't know why well enough can't be left alone. I hate change! This is the second time while I have worked at a place that this has occurred, and it really frustrates me.
I really miss the occasional slice of life stuff I used to read, and watch. I found Hanasaku Iroha.
I really do need to cheer up but I feel so alone. I am still not happy about the one thing I want, and cannot have.
I am revamping my original characters, and changing the names of two. I am actually excited to do so because they were so boring! I am also going to attempt to write a fan fiction, it's been so long. Haha.
I have found a cosplay seller on Ebay for my commission, and I am super excited because they make lovely cosplay, the best most accurate I have seen!
I guess I need to just keep fighting through everything, and hope for better outcomes. It is so tiring though...

Decisions... Decisions....

After putting a lot of thought into I will be no longer doing cosplay. I really don't see the point in buying costumes that I am only going to wear once. I just can't see myself doing it anymore. All my cosplays sucked, I don't have the looks for it anyways. I will still attempt to do Lolita but I will probably stick with the dresses I have, and work on items for coordination, which will mostly be accessories.
I am working on finding a second job, my current job will always be my safety net, which is a bit relieving. I am just sad my hours are half of what they used to be a week....
I have been mostly working on art, now that big project I planned for myself I at least have a draft sketch for the most part. I have been working on other things too.
Pokémon Black has been pretty fun so far, I only play little parts at a time though.