It's Snowing Again!

I occasionally do rash things, and they are usually bad. I got a call from Chapters tonight, half of my order came in... I really actually want the Mortal Instruments book more than Sakura Hime but that is okay. I checked the weather, and it said light rain so I just threw on a hoodie, and ran out the door. I didn't even get to the end of the street, and it started to snow. I also ended up throwing my phone in the ditch. So talented right? This was at night when I had already been at the mall for something to do earlier during the day.
I love my Dad, I call him too much possibly. He was playing Pokémon when I called. ♥
I am trying to finally finish playing Phoenix Wright series, this might take a while. I still also have to get further in Pokémon Black. I started watching Kaleido Star, and I am absolutely in love with it.
Will this gaping void ever heal? I still care for my first ex-boyfriend. I would do anything to have him back but he won't take me back.... Ugh.

Confidence Issues

I can read tarot card, though I only do yes/no questions so far. I use the book to read deeper into the cards. Sometimes you won't like the outcome, and sometimes you will but they have never been wrong with me.
I have been in a really bad mood today, and to top it off I walked to work in the snow... There was no snow on the sidewalks yesterday, and it is the second day of spring. I am also walking through a wall of confidence issues again.... I am back to square one with all that brought on by dating. I am so weird, and awkward. I have zero confidence. :(
I lost the will to play Pokémon Black, I just got bored, a normal thing for me. I get on a kick, then it goes away.
Work has been work. I am lifting things I really shouldn't be, and I am starting to feel it sometimes. I am going to keep doing it though probably. It makes me feel useful.
This downer will go away, it comes, and goes with me... A lot.