Wednesday, May 18, 2011

A Balance of Good that Outweighs the Bad

I have a new job. I am very excited. I went to work after having two consecutive days off, and was told someone from a store across the street was hiring, and they wanted me to apply for the job. I checked it out after being cut, and was told to bring in a resume. When I came back I had an on the spot interview, and some training. I have been hired. I am leaving McDonald's behind after 3 years (4 years in terms of school Grade 11-2nd Year University). I am so very excited, and happy. My two weeks was put in the same day I was hired.
So the neighbour has finally pushed his luck. He littered the trash all over the front yard by our doorstep because none of us took the garbage down to the curb last night. He also a few weeks ago put the garbage can right in our walkway out of the house. The garbage in the front yard is all his too. The landlord, and the police were both contacted. The landlord stopped by, and the policeman who stopped by was very hot.
Last week was frustrating at times. I am still quite frustrated about the freeloading comment, apparently making curry compensates for freeloading. I did all the dishes, made the rice, and the other friend helped make the onions up, helped with the dishes, and some other stuff. We went to the bar, for karaoke. We were sitting by the bar cause there were chairs, and the bartender spilled pineapple juice, and got me, and her, she freaked out, and I just sat there drenched. The bartender came out, and apologized to her personally. She made way to much of a deal. When we got home at the early hours of the morning I told her to be quiet, and she wasn't.... My milk is almost gone that I just bought too, That really made me mad because my other friend is lactose intolerant, and I hadn't drank any out of it yet. Her stuff took over most of my room, and made it very hard to get around, or doing anything. She also took the entire pull-out bed, and made my friend sleep on the futon after I told her to share. I am really not impressed to say the least. I did have fun grocery shopping with my good friend while the freeloader stayed at home. I should have bought that dragonfruit! I had fun Blackberry messaging my good friend when annoyed with the freeloader. I enjoyed going to the mall, and browsing, especially when the roommates came.
I have yet to finish that purse. I plan on eventually getting my own sewing machine. A baby lock would be nice. I did pick out a final project, and I cannot wait to make it.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Night Classes and Frustration

One of my visitors is really frustrating me. Very rude, obnoxious, immature, and loud.... Ugh, it will be a week this Thursday, and she reminds me of the person I just ranted about yesterday. She is freeloading, as she termed it. Yes this is the same one who helped herself to the fridge. I am frustrated because she doesn't think she just does. It must be nice to have your parents pay for everything. Everything my father helps me with money wise I have to pay back.
So with my job, I pay my credit card, my first student loan with Mount Allison, rent, and groceries, and that is what I do. I cannot stand when people don't have a job, and won,t apply for jobs at fast food restaurants because they don't want to. Must be nice. I have been working my butt off for three years through McDonald's.
So more night class. I have to eventually finish that purse. We learned how to make bias tape, and make piping. I have also picked the pattern for my final project, and I plan on modifying it greatly. I hope it goes the way I plan it.

Monday, May 16, 2011

A Rant

So there is this girl I met through a friend who she attached herself to, excuse me leeched herself to. I don't personally like her, and never have.
She cannot sing. She sings from her throat, and nose, she is too loud, she made a bar lose business because she is so bad. The DJ talked to her, and all she got out of it is, I'm singing to loud, I need to be quieter. She holds notes, and her timing is completely off. She thinks she is singing operatically, but she isn't she really has no idea how bad she sounds.
She is obnoxious, and loud, a combo I utterly detest. I mean I curse, and swear, but she does it way to much, it sounds horrible. Her laugh is also annoying, a loud cackle, and it is embarrassing.
She has zero common sense, and capability to understand anything. I seriously have an issue with others picking me up, only one person can, and even then I'm still edgy when they do so. She picks me up, and spins me around, and I hate that very much. I told her to stop, but she won't listen.
She is rather rude about somethings saying some of my friends would have never gotten through the school she attended, basically calling them stupid. She has called my only good friend fat, you don't do that. And she is apparently her friend.
She think she is an anime thing, which makes her a huge freaking weeaboo. She has a huge amount of roots showing like a good five inches. Also she has never seen, or watched anime before.
I don't have to put up with her as much since I moved I just wished she didn't go to Karaoke so I could go to the bar, and not see her.

Friday, May 13, 2011

Something is Always Wrong

I am in so much pain, physically, emotionally, mentally.
Physically it came from work, where else would it come from. The playplace door was swinging today, and it came back, and smacked me in the back several times. Headaches. Physically ill most of the time. Sleeping? Forget about it. Maybe for a few hours but I'm rolling around, or up way to early with little sleep. Tylenol isn't working. This might require a trip to outpatients, or a clinic.
Emotionally, and mentally something is always going on.
I'm always fighting with work. I'm always getting yelled at for something, usually stupid.... No one ever listens when I speak. The usual. I get cut hours a lot. It's because I'm new, and not well liked. Am I ever liked wherever I go?
I work myself hard, extremely hard because there is nothing else for me to do.
The only thing ever on my mind is problems.
I'm on probation with student loans.... Because I didn't finish second year at Mount Allison.... I have to do well this year. I plan on working hard. If I make it that far...
I've got two people visiting me. One is actually one of my one, and only friends who sticks by me. The other girl, well... she's pushing her luck.... I have to work, but that doesn't give her the right to help ourselves to our fridge, I never said she could. She is also quite loud.... To loud for me.
I finally bought some decent groceries. The farmer's market is excellent for eggs, and bread.
I feel like an idiot for telling that guy that he is cute. It's not like what I used to do but whatever. I don't really know anyone here, and they sure don't know me. I don't like believing in people much either.
So much going on, so much faking happiness. It's ripping me to shreds.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

A Really Horrible Day at Work

Places I hid today while being sick: Maintenance closet in the lobby, Public Washroom in the lobby, and on the stock shelves out back.
I blame myself for not eating properly. I also blame the neighbour's dog for waking me up every morning, very early.
They didn't notice when I would disappear for good chunks of time. They did notice when I booked it for the washroom when I had to vomit.
Literally I hate the feeling, and it's been about ten years since the last time I vomited. I do remember it makes me cry, and frustrates me.
It was McHappy day at work. It would have been a lot more fun if I didn't feel so sick, and all that happened.
I really don't know if anyone really cares there, I have no friends that I know of.