Wonderful Day Off With My Roommates ♥

I had the most lovely day off. ♥ It was uneventful unlike many other subsequent days off.

I went out for lunch with my one of my roommates for lunch at Cora's. ♥ I absolutely love Cora's. We then wandered off to our favourite little shop. ♥ From there we went to the mall to get out tickets for Harry Potter midnight premier next week. ♥ I will be going with my two roommates. We are going to the 3D version because the non-3D version was sold out. I can't see the 3D effects, and never have been able to. ^^'

We had to stop by the grocery store before we went home. It was a very warm walk home. It has been very humid.

We sat down, and played Sims for a little bit. ♥ We then watched movies. We started off with the Princess and the Frog, which wasn't bad but it was not what any of us expected it to be. We then watched Tangled. I am in love with it. ♥ It was an amazing movie. We than watched Disney's Alice in Wonderland. I have only ever seen the book, and watched the Tim Burton version. It was very good.

I didn,t really start watching Disney movies until the 2000 era, I have missed a great deal of them, and I am watching them now as I am older. My next post will be about Disney movies.

I had a great time with my roommates, and I can say I couldn't have found better ones. ♥

Something is Always Wrong

I am in so much pain, physically, emotionally, mentally.
Physically it came from work, where else would it come from. The playplace door was swinging today, and it came back, and smacked me in the back several times. Headaches. Physically ill most of the time. Sleeping? Forget about it. Maybe for a few hours but I'm rolling around, or up way to early with little sleep. Tylenol isn't working. This might require a trip to outpatients, or a clinic.
Emotionally, and mentally something is always going on.
I'm always fighting with work. I'm always getting yelled at for something, usually stupid.... No one ever listens when I speak. The usual. I get cut hours a lot. It's because I'm new, and not well liked. Am I ever liked wherever I go?
I work myself hard, extremely hard because there is nothing else for me to do.
The only thing ever on my mind is problems.
I'm on probation with student loans.... Because I didn't finish second year at Mount Allison.... I have to do well this year. I plan on working hard. If I make it that far...
I've got two people visiting me. One is actually one of my one, and only friends who sticks by me. The other girl, well... she's pushing her luck.... I have to work, but that doesn't give her the right to help ourselves to our fridge, I never said she could. She is also quite loud.... To loud for me.
I finally bought some decent groceries. The farmer's market is excellent for eggs, and bread.
I feel like an idiot for telling that guy that he is cute. It's not like what I used to do but whatever. I don't really know anyone here, and they sure don't know me. I don't like believing in people much either.
So much going on, so much faking happiness. It's ripping me to shreds.

Falling Into More of a Mess

Once again, I have been cut hours, they sent me home three hours after my shift started. Who the hell schedules 23 people to work over lunch?! Send home the whiny little high schoolers who complain about that job, because it's oh so hard. They just hired more people too, I understand the high turnover rate, but a lot of people can't even handle the first few days. I still don't have my schedule, and I asked for it this morning, and I got a I will get it for you, and bring it out, and for the three hours I was there I never got the damn thing! Liar. I promised someone back home that I wouldn't cry at work up here, and I did. All be it no one seen it, or noticed, but I still failed to keep that promise.
My friend was right I can't do the crew trainer job, because I don't understand it, and I don't know what it is, the same with management. I will forever be unhappy at my current job.
I called Dad, and I get stop crying, and do what you got to do. No one cares.
I went to the mall later, I had to find a dress to wear for my friend's wedding that I will be attending. I found one thankfully, and I love it. I also got one of those candied apples I love so much. It was so busy in the mall, and it's only Easter for goodness sake! I had also gone grocery shopping right after work for some much needed food.

The Side Walks are Skating Rinks

I went out today for groceries finally. Good thing I can live off twenty dollars, cause that is all I bought. Mostly pre-prepared stuff, because I only cook when I really feel like it, and it is rare.
The sidewalks are like sheets of ice. I forgot my umbrellas, oh well. I guess I forgot more than I thought, but I got everything else major. I just about killed myself walking in, so I took a taxi home.
I stopped at Pet's Unlimited, which was nice. I really want a hamster. ; 3; They had some cute rodents, dogs, birds, but the cats were ugly as sin.
My bed ate one of my socks, still haven't found it.
Tomorrow is market day. Yay!