Concentrating On The Good and The Bad

It has been quite the week.
I got home from work Monday, turned on my computer, and the first thing I read made me cry. My good friend's house was flooded, so bad they had to be evacuated by boat. She had so much going for her too, and it just crashed to the ground in an instant. :(
I celebrated my friend's birthday a few days early on Friday. We did Karaoke, and it was so much fun, I love karaoke.
I hung out with a friend yesterday, and we watched Disney.
My neck has been sore for the last few days, and it is driving me nuts.
Now I am off to wrap Christmas Presents.

Negative Thinking

Life has been falling apart since September. I can't help but think negatively.... It's all I know, I also constantly hate myself.
Work is hell every single day.
I did have one fun day though. I help decorate at a friend's house, because they didn't call me to decorate at work... We had great fun.
Also went Christmas shopping with Dad. Well I know what my Brother is getting for Christmas, Dad got it before now. My brother is so spoiled, must be nice.
I literally work my butt off now to get what I want, and when I was younger I didn't have a job, my parents wouldn't give me money, yet they give my brother money all the time.

A Good Day, For the Most Part

So, I passed my Beginner's and I only had three multiple choice wrong giving me an 85%, which makes me very happy meaning I passed! I don't have to fret about it anymore. :D I was so scared, and didn't know what to expect. It was expensive though...
So I went, and got my new glasses which I enjoy. I love Italian Design frames.
I now have jeans that will fit my arse! Big laugh eh considering how small I am... I am now a size 1, and I never fit in 00. So that means I gained weight!!! Yay! And yes I am actually trying to gain weight.
I got mail from the Art College, and apparently I did not fill out the entire application so it was withdrawn, and I have to call tomorrow before I go away. I am going down at the end of the month so then I can possibly fix it then. I was hoping it was an acceptance letter. Well I guess you can't have too much happiness in one day... =/
I am going away for the weekend to see a friend that I haven't seen since February. She is going to teach me Gyaru. I am also going to be reading on the bus so that I can do my essay for Tuesday. Damn time goes by fast!!!!

This And That

OMG! OMG! OMG!
I passed my first essay with a 6.1/10!!! This is the same essay that I failed last year. I do need to work on organization, and writing style, but I am very, very pleased that I passed this essay!!
I have officially met the two half Japanese twins. Really nice, and funny. I just wish people didn't have to tell others the stupid things about me, what a great friend eh? This is one person I don't trust either.
I walked in today, it was sunny, and there was a nice breeze blowing, go to lunch with a friend, and we go to leave, and what is it doing? Pouring rain. Screw off... Can't find a decent normal umbrella in town either...
Japanese tutorial lab today. Like any other day got to be stupid again. :D HOORAH. *sarcasm* Talked with a friend after. Finally mailed my Confirmation of Earnings for Student Loans. Grabbed food for supper at the grocery store.
Now I shall go into a rant.
2 months in counting, not including this month until I get out of this stupid town!
It will be better to not have to see people I cannot stand. You know I had a boyfriend too, we didn't hang off each other, and spend every moment together, and all that stuff. But there are people that do that, and those are usually the people who value their boyfriends over their friends. My thoughts on that are: Go die in a fire. <3 I am not the only immature one. WAIT!!!! I am always immature, according to everyone else that is.