A Good Day, For the Most Part

So, I passed my Beginner's and I only had three multiple choice wrong giving me an 85%, which makes me very happy meaning I passed! I don't have to fret about it anymore. :D I was so scared, and didn't know what to expect. It was expensive though...
So I went, and got my new glasses which I enjoy. I love Italian Design frames.
I now have jeans that will fit my arse! Big laugh eh considering how small I am... I am now a size 1, and I never fit in 00. So that means I gained weight!!! Yay! And yes I am actually trying to gain weight.
I got mail from the Art College, and apparently I did not fill out the entire application so it was withdrawn, and I have to call tomorrow before I go away. I am going down at the end of the month so then I can possibly fix it then. I was hoping it was an acceptance letter. Well I guess you can't have too much happiness in one day... =/
I am going away for the weekend to see a friend that I haven't seen since February. She is going to teach me Gyaru. I am also going to be reading on the bus so that I can do my essay for Tuesday. Damn time goes by fast!!!!

Another Day Down

I have too many things going on.
I have my Beginner's permit test tomorrow. I have been trying to study for that. I really want to pass, and get it over with. You have to pay to write the test, and then pay for your permit. It comes to over 100$ by the time you are done... That's expensive.
We didn't do anything in Economics lab, we just signed attendance, and then left. I really don't like dragging myself in for labs, but since we got done early I got to go pay for the Beginner's Permit test.
Went to Japanese, and I missed Monday's class, and Sensei expects me to know what is going on... Hell no. I managed to do some good today, it wasn't that bad. Our Intermediate course packs are finally in which I purchased yesterday. I also finally purchased a scarf which I have been looking for for years considering the clothing store used to be separate from the university.
Nothing new still stressed, tired, overwhelmed....
I want to back to May, and June when I was happiest when I still believed in love...
I have to go see my Japanese Conversation Partner tomorrow. I wonder how that will go....

Too Much....

I feel absolutely horrible at the moment.
I have an assignment due on the 12th, and that is after the Thanksgving weekend, and I barely have the book started.
I have my Beginner's on Thursday. I really wish I did that this summer but I kept forgetting, and I never copied down the number when I was there in July....
I missed class yesterday because I was curled up in a ball most of the day due to cramps. I missed important stuff. D: Oh my God I hate this I am actually getting sick, and suffering this year.
I am stressed out, tired, overwhelmed, and all that good stuff. I am pushing myself to do stuff, and that isn't helping either. It would be easier to drop out... I have been freaking out, and having more break downs because of all the pressure I am under.
I really don't want to do this anymore.
The semester is almost half over, and that is scaring me, the exam schedule is already out. I don't want to think about it because it is only going to sneak up on me....