Another Day Down

I have too many things going on.
I have my Beginner's permit test tomorrow. I have been trying to study for that. I really want to pass, and get it over with. You have to pay to write the test, and then pay for your permit. It comes to over 100$ by the time you are done... That's expensive.
We didn't do anything in Economics lab, we just signed attendance, and then left. I really don't like dragging myself in for labs, but since we got done early I got to go pay for the Beginner's Permit test.
Went to Japanese, and I missed Monday's class, and Sensei expects me to know what is going on... Hell no. I managed to do some good today, it wasn't that bad. Our Intermediate course packs are finally in which I purchased yesterday. I also finally purchased a scarf which I have been looking for for years considering the clothing store used to be separate from the university.
Nothing new still stressed, tired, overwhelmed....
I want to back to May, and June when I was happiest when I still believed in love...
I have to go see my Japanese Conversation Partner tomorrow. I wonder how that will go....

Another Rut...Great

Oh God.
I HAVE NO DRIVE FOR ANYTHING RIGHT NOW FOR ANYTHING IN THIS TOWN.
I went to economics this morning, and that was okay. I went to meal hall, and studied with a friend for the Japanese Review quiz. I didn't even really study. I had no clue what to expect, I was thinking monster huge, but it was like our normal daily tests so I didn't do well. I am even having a hard time in Japanese. By the time I got in the class there was one seat left...right next to the know it all who I had a crush on last year. God knows why I liked this boy, because he is a prick. The class is smaller now too, and that makes me really nervous. We had a few good laughs over cute little mistakes. Also Sensei said she was going to start competing with how much homework she gives us versus other professors as a joke.
I wish I could just leave....

Half Way Done Exams ＼（＾ ＾）／

So tonight was the second exam for Physical Geography. I studied for the past three days with a friend, and it only took me an hour, and 10 minutes to complete it. It was shorter than the Psychology exam. There was a question that had two of the same answers, and she gave away an answer. The exam wasn't that bad, except there was one entire page I did not know, and that was a ten point loss but I did pretty good. o(^^o)(o^^)o The thing was I don't even remember looking at the page it was about winds in the different hemispheres, I know we did it I just don't know where it is in my notes because I don't remember reviewing it.
I have been studying a lot, and it is generally wearing me out. Next is Sacred Space Holy Land, and Sociology, these are morning exams. I will probably study these at the same time.
I can't get over the fact that they give us three hours to do these exams, for me it doesn't take that long because I studied the material so it is a general recall for me, and I usually finish under two hours but I do understand it takes some people longer to do them.