A Bunch of Good News

My transcripts arrived on the 19th of October, and were sent on the 14th of September. All I can say is that is is about time! Yay! *prances around happily*
I officially dropped out today. I had to wait so I was deeply engrossed in my copy of Alice in Wonderland, and Through the Looking Glass. I gave back my mail box key, and my student ID. I have a payment on my account due to a cheque bouncing, and it is completely my fault.
Now I need to sell my textbooks. I have a whole pile of them in a box. I shall not part with my Japanese textbooks/dictionaries though. I might probably sell them on Amazon.
I had to email my conversation partner about me dropping out to let her know. I feel really bead but there is a waiting list so they will find her a new partner who is hopefully better than I am.
Feels so much better to be free.
I will only post on this when something occurs, which is rare, it is better to watch my work blog, because I work everyday, which there is a link to in my profile as well as a World of Warcraft blog.

Update Time!

I was recently informed of some awesome plans, and if they fall through I will be really upset.... It is all about moving next year, and that new college, and friends coming too, and I am so excited. Yay for my head being constantly stuck in the future daydreaming when I am not reminiscing the past or am just living at the moment. :D I am so crazy.
I finally told my father I dropped out... I cannot tell my mother though. I am 19 though, so she can't really stop me. I still haven't officialized (is that even a word?) the drop out. I shall this week Tuesday after work. A few things occurred this week that I had to deal with, ugh male employees. I really need to get my butt in gear.
I have to spend quite a bit of time sleeping so I can get up for m morning shifts, it feels great to be back full-time with counter shifts. Love mornings. I have been sleepy during my night shifts recently too, and I do not like dealing with night shifts.
Also since I am starting to pay student loans, and my credit card, and I have my cell phone bill it should be fun. Yay responsibility, and a job. =D Cannot wait to get my redemption on my glasses, that should help since I put that on my credit. Also some of it was university stuff.
Going away for a week Thursday! I am so excited! Yay! Halloween is coming too!!!!
I have to work for the next four days before though... Oh well. :D

So....

So I paid a visit to my high school today to see if my transcripts were sent... They were sent on the 14th of September, and it is now October 18th... Where are they?!
I am going back tomorrow to see if I can get a copy faxed to the number I got when I called admissions this morning... This is really irritating.
I have not yet officially drop out, as far as the university is concerned, but I am going to do that tomorrow too I suppose. Busy, busy me... Blah.

Turn The Page, and Your Done

I have an assignment due tomorrow, I barely have the book read, I just dropped all my courses but one because I have to go see Student Life to drop out completely.
I cannot force myself to stay there, and do the work, and keep doing bad.
I am 19, and I do not care what my parents say, let alone anyone else. What am I going to do with a Bachelor of Arts? NOTHING! That's what... Seriously what can you do with a BA other than nothing.
This chapter of my life is over. I'll screw up my life as much as I please.
Hopefully I can get into the art college.

My Weekend Away

Soo Friday I got on the bus to go see Elena. Her birthday present of course came in the day I left so I didn't get to bring it with me. Damn you customs!
On Friday night we went out to the Fireside a really nice restaurant/bar. The checker was looking at my I'd for an awful long time. Her mother, and her mother's friend came along too. They have lovely martinis but the alcohol, and I weren't getting along so I only had one. They also have amazing food. Their potatoes looked amazing. So good!
Saturday we went shopping. Found some really nice fake Lois Vuiton (probably spelled that wrong), and Chanel things. Went to Winners and tried to find clothes, and a new bag. We went to Sushi Namni because Doraku was closed.
Work calls me twice, no one ever writes down when I am going away... I work tonight too.
Stopped at Japanese Paradise and picked up some Pocky, koala chocolate, milk tea, and more curry mix.

A Good Day, For the Most Part

So, I passed my Beginner's and I only had three multiple choice wrong giving me an 85%, which makes me very happy meaning I passed! I don't have to fret about it anymore. :D I was so scared, and didn't know what to expect. It was expensive though...
So I went, and got my new glasses which I enjoy. I love Italian Design frames.
I now have jeans that will fit my arse! Big laugh eh considering how small I am... I am now a size 1, and I never fit in 00. So that means I gained weight!!! Yay! And yes I am actually trying to gain weight.
I got mail from the Art College, and apparently I did not fill out the entire application so it was withdrawn, and I have to call tomorrow before I go away. I am going down at the end of the month so then I can possibly fix it then. I was hoping it was an acceptance letter. Well I guess you can't have too much happiness in one day... =/
I am going away for the weekend to see a friend that I haven't seen since February. She is going to teach me Gyaru. I am also going to be reading on the bus so that I can do my essay for Tuesday. Damn time goes by fast!!!!

Another Day Down

I have too many things going on.
I have my Beginner's permit test tomorrow. I have been trying to study for that. I really want to pass, and get it over with. You have to pay to write the test, and then pay for your permit. It comes to over 100$ by the time you are done... That's expensive.
We didn't do anything in Economics lab, we just signed attendance, and then left. I really don't like dragging myself in for labs, but since we got done early I got to go pay for the Beginner's Permit test.
Went to Japanese, and I missed Monday's class, and Sensei expects me to know what is going on... Hell no. I managed to do some good today, it wasn't that bad. Our Intermediate course packs are finally in which I purchased yesterday. I also finally purchased a scarf which I have been looking for for years considering the clothing store used to be separate from the university.
Nothing new still stressed, tired, overwhelmed....
I want to back to May, and June when I was happiest when I still believed in love...
I have to go see my Japanese Conversation Partner tomorrow. I wonder how that will go....

Too Much....

I feel absolutely horrible at the moment.
I have an assignment due on the 12th, and that is after the Thanksgving weekend, and I barely have the book started.
I have my Beginner's on Thursday. I really wish I did that this summer but I kept forgetting, and I never copied down the number when I was there in July....
I missed class yesterday because I was curled up in a ball most of the day due to cramps. I missed important stuff. D: Oh my God I hate this I am actually getting sick, and suffering this year.
I am stressed out, tired, overwhelmed, and all that good stuff. I am pushing myself to do stuff, and that isn't helping either. It would be easier to drop out... I have been freaking out, and having more break downs because of all the pressure I am under.
I really don't want to do this anymore.
The semester is almost half over, and that is scaring me, the exam schedule is already out. I don't want to think about it because it is only going to sneak up on me....