A Great Weekend Home

I came home for the weekend because I had been summoned for Jury Duty, and someone came up to visit, and brought me home.
I showed them to my favourite spots, and they loved them. We even went to a few places that I have never been in, and it was a great day. I was extremely slow getting up though, haha. Every time I heard a door open I flew to the window to check. I was so excited.
By the time I arrived home I had a little bit of time to relax, and I was out the door again. I met up with a friend, and we went out like we normally would, except no Karaoke, and awesome DJ. We also met up with someone from high school.
Sunday was a rather good day. I went out with a friend, and we enjoyed our traditional trip to the local café for gelato, and lemonade. Gelato is amazing when in season. I then went out for supper with some friends to Pizza Delight. I really love the Grill your Own Bread Bar, which is my favourite part.
Today I got up to the city for jury duty to learn it was going to be up to three days long, but since my address changed I was excused, and thank goodness for that. I went back home, and floated around the house, and slept because I had gotten up super early. I then went out to see my mother, visit another friend, and watch a movie with another friend.
I really had a great weekend.

Work, Work, Work

I had my first shift at the new place Tuesday, and I love it so much already. The staff is so nice, and laid back. It is a lot less stressful then my other job. I also worked there Wednesday. There are still a few things I don't have the hang of but I am getting there. I have a week left at McDonald's, and it would have been less but they lost my two weeks notice. Not impressed about that, seriously that is an important document so how can you be so irresponsible to lose that.
I went into my shift two hours early too early Tuesday so I went back home, and they called to tell me not to come in until an hour and a half later, they basically cut my hours on me. Ugh, and talk about crazy busy because it has been especially during the long weekend. The place was a mess, it would help if we had someone who knew how to do the job to clean lobby. So I also worked last night on till, and they took me off it just to clean lobby then cut my hours again. It really is getting old. I almost got rid of the shift so I could go work, and get trained more at my new job, and I couldn't, and then the person I asked came into work anyways.... I got severely ticked off at the management staff as well considering they always yell at me for the stupidest things.
I dropped my change purse in McDonald's the other day, and I knew that was the last place I had it. I had to ask five different managers just to get it back. The one I got it back from said they might have thrown it away.... I am really not getting this store one bit...
I have to keep reminding myself that I have one week left, and it is very frustrating at times, and I am kind of letting my anger show as well.
I am finally off for a few days because I gave my shift away tomorrow because I have guests coming up who are taking me home. I have also worked for a week straight between two jobs. I really hope my hours have accumulated for a decent paycheck.
I seriously do not get paid enough to be cleaning vomit off the floor, and walls at work. I was gagging so bad I had to ask someone to help me clean it up. Talk about gross.
I am off for the next four days so I am rather pleased. :)

A Balance of Good that Outweighs the Bad

I have a new job. I am very excited. I went to work after having two consecutive days off, and was told someone from a store across the street was hiring, and they wanted me to apply for the job. I checked it out after being cut, and was told to bring in a resume. When I came back I had an on the spot interview, and some training. I have been hired. I am leaving McDonald's behind after 3 years (4 years in terms of school Grade 11-2nd Year University). I am so very excited, and happy. My two weeks was put in the same day I was hired.
So the neighbour has finally pushed his luck. He littered the trash all over the front yard by our doorstep because none of us took the garbage down to the curb last night. He also a few weeks ago put the garbage can right in our walkway out of the house. The garbage in the front yard is all his too. The landlord, and the police were both contacted. The landlord stopped by, and the policeman who stopped by was very hot.
Last week was frustrating at times. I am still quite frustrated about the freeloading comment, apparently making curry compensates for freeloading. I did all the dishes, made the rice, and the other friend helped make the onions up, helped with the dishes, and some other stuff. We went to the bar, for karaoke. We were sitting by the bar cause there were chairs, and the bartender spilled pineapple juice, and got me, and her, she freaked out, and I just sat there drenched. The bartender came out, and apologized to her personally. She made way to much of a deal. When we got home at the early hours of the morning I told her to be quiet, and she wasn't.... My milk is almost gone that I just bought too, That really made me mad because my other friend is lactose intolerant, and I hadn't drank any out of it yet. Her stuff took over most of my room, and made it very hard to get around, or doing anything. She also took the entire pull-out bed, and made my friend sleep on the futon after I told her to share. I am really not impressed to say the least. I did have fun grocery shopping with my good friend while the freeloader stayed at home. I should have bought that dragonfruit! I had fun Blackberry messaging my good friend when annoyed with the freeloader. I enjoyed going to the mall, and browsing, especially when the roommates came.
I have yet to finish that purse. I plan on eventually getting my own sewing machine. A baby lock would be nice. I did pick out a final project, and I cannot wait to make it.

Night Classes and Frustration

One of my visitors is really frustrating me. Very rude, obnoxious, immature, and loud.... Ugh, it will be a week this Thursday, and she reminds me of the person I just ranted about yesterday. She is freeloading, as she termed it. Yes this is the same one who helped herself to the fridge. I am frustrated because she doesn't think she just does. It must be nice to have your parents pay for everything. Everything my father helps me with money wise I have to pay back.
So with my job, I pay my credit card, my first student loan with Mount Allison, rent, and groceries, and that is what I do. I cannot stand when people don't have a job, and won,t apply for jobs at fast food restaurants because they don't want to. Must be nice. I have been working my butt off for three years through McDonald's.
So more night class. I have to eventually finish that purse. We learned how to make bias tape, and make piping. I have also picked the pattern for my final project, and I plan on modifying it greatly. I hope it goes the way I plan it.

A Rant

So there is this girl I met through a friend who she attached herself to, excuse me leeched herself to. I don't personally like her, and never have.
She cannot sing. She sings from her throat, and nose, she is too loud, she made a bar lose business because she is so bad. The DJ talked to her, and all she got out of it is, I'm singing to loud, I need to be quieter. She holds notes, and her timing is completely off. She thinks she is singing operatically, but she isn't she really has no idea how bad she sounds.
She is obnoxious, and loud, a combo I utterly detest. I mean I curse, and swear, but she does it way to much, it sounds horrible. Her laugh is also annoying, a loud cackle, and it is embarrassing.
She has zero common sense, and capability to understand anything. I seriously have an issue with others picking me up, only one person can, and even then I'm still edgy when they do so. She picks me up, and spins me around, and I hate that very much. I told her to stop, but she won't listen.
She is rather rude about somethings saying some of my friends would have never gotten through the school she attended, basically calling them stupid. She has called my only good friend fat, you don't do that. And she is apparently her friend.
She think she is an anime thing, which makes her a huge freaking weeaboo. She has a huge amount of roots showing like a good five inches. Also she has never seen, or watched anime before.
I don't have to put up with her as much since I moved I just wished she didn't go to Karaoke so I could go to the bar, and not see her.

Something is Always Wrong

I am in so much pain, physically, emotionally, mentally.
Physically it came from work, where else would it come from. The playplace door was swinging today, and it came back, and smacked me in the back several times. Headaches. Physically ill most of the time. Sleeping? Forget about it. Maybe for a few hours but I'm rolling around, or up way to early with little sleep. Tylenol isn't working. This might require a trip to outpatients, or a clinic.
Emotionally, and mentally something is always going on.
I'm always fighting with work. I'm always getting yelled at for something, usually stupid.... No one ever listens when I speak. The usual. I get cut hours a lot. It's because I'm new, and not well liked. Am I ever liked wherever I go?
I work myself hard, extremely hard because there is nothing else for me to do.
The only thing ever on my mind is problems.
I'm on probation with student loans.... Because I didn't finish second year at Mount Allison.... I have to do well this year. I plan on working hard. If I make it that far...
I've got two people visiting me. One is actually one of my one, and only friends who sticks by me. The other girl, well... she's pushing her luck.... I have to work, but that doesn't give her the right to help ourselves to our fridge, I never said she could. She is also quite loud.... To loud for me.
I finally bought some decent groceries. The farmer's market is excellent for eggs, and bread.
I feel like an idiot for telling that guy that he is cute. It's not like what I used to do but whatever. I don't really know anyone here, and they sure don't know me. I don't like believing in people much either.
So much going on, so much faking happiness. It's ripping me to shreds.

A Really Horrible Day at Work

Places I hid today while being sick: Maintenance closet in the lobby, Public Washroom in the lobby, and on the stock shelves out back.
I blame myself for not eating properly. I also blame the neighbour's dog for waking me up every morning, very early.
They didn't notice when I would disappear for good chunks of time. They did notice when I booked it for the washroom when I had to vomit.
Literally I hate the feeling, and it's been about ten years since the last time I vomited. I do remember it makes me cry, and frustrates me.
It was McHappy day at work. It would have been a lot more fun if I didn't feel so sick, and all that happened.
I really don't know if anyone really cares there, I have no friends that I know of.

Night Classes :D

So by an amazing chance I am taking my night class, and I am super excited. It's a little boost for first year fashion design. I really need to learn how to sew again. We started making little purses tonight, and it was quite enjoyable. I am terrified using a sewing machine again, because when I was younger I broke them all. Hehehe. Not good. I also use to floor the machine, and I am terrified of doing that because slow, and steady helps do it better.
Work was well work, and I feel like a tool for sending that message, said person was at work today, and I don't know if they have been on Facebook. Haha, I am so horrible.
I was scared today by two different things: a squirrel, and a car. The car was worse because I was walking through an alley to get to the bus stop. I also found a dead bird on the step of the college leading to the gallery, very sad.
I went to Second Cup after my class to wait for the bus, and I was hungry. They have amazing cheesecake, and Matcha Green tea, love, love, absolutely love those things.
So a friend begged me to join Cityville on Facebook, which I had blocked like every other stupid thing like that. I caved, and joined. I'm so weak. Haha. It is actually quite fun.

Courage~

I finally worked up the courage today to do two things:
I went into Bulgogi, the Japanese/Korean food restaurant all by myself. Terrified of going in places like restaurants alone is one of my problems. I was very hungry so I decided screw it. Their food choices are amazing, and I am so glad to have gone. I got a Tempura roll. I love Tempura so much. It also had egg, mock crab, cucumber, and avocado. Very good. I then went for bubble tea which they had. Taro is the best. I love milk tea, or taro, but they only have taro. I miss milk tea so bad.
I also messaged the guy I liked while he is drunk. Would have been funnier if I had his cellphone number but that would be awfully creepy. I also got a hug from him too. Haha. Still never asked the cards.
There was a day where I was going to have a window of opportunities during the day several times, and I seen them, and laughed.
Let's see what life has got for me.

A Two Days Off, and Out

I have had an amazing two days off. I took a leap, and landed on my feet for once. :)
I was originally going to cancel my plans on Friday because I did not want to drag myself out of bed, haha. After I did though I was ready in no time.
The city's transit was my mode of transportation, and while waited I dropped my phone, and it almost bounced onto the road. I decided part of my plan was to travel to the north side across the bridge later so I gave myself some time. I managed to stop at the art shop, and I found a non-photo blue pencil for myself, and a black paged sketchbook for one of my friends. Ventured for Bubble Tea. ♥ It has been too freaking long for that stuff, though I do miss the variety of flavours that can be purchased in Halifax
I got on the bus, and good thing although the wrong bus; good thing I did because it poured rain! I didn't have an umbrella, or my raincoat. When I got back to the normal bus stop I had to wait for the right bus. I did eventually make it to the other side of the city. I got to my friend's work just as she left. Really sad luck correct? She called me, and kidnapped me for the night. We had barbeque, and ate by the river. It was lovely outside. It was just like old times, though my memories were specifically floating to last summer around my nineteenth birthday. *sigh*
We got up the next day to go to the market but we didn't quite make it, and that is perfectly okay with me. They had a flat tire in the truck. We did make it to town, and went out for lunch.
I then ventured to the college I will be attending in the fall. Might I add that I am super excited for school. I have seen all of the school, and I am possibly going to take a night class for the summer, I just have to decide. I hate making important decisions like that but it must be done!

Trying to Look Up

The new store manager kind of reminds me of the first store manager I worked with. Always on the floor working with the employees, and I was intimidated of him at first. It is kind of the same, except I really don't know about this store manager... I don't know why well enough can't be left alone. I hate change! This is the second time while I have worked at a place that this has occurred, and it really frustrates me.
I really miss the occasional slice of life stuff I used to read, and watch. I found Hanasaku Iroha.
I really do need to cheer up but I feel so alone. I am still not happy about the one thing I want, and cannot have.
I am revamping my original characters, and changing the names of two. I am actually excited to do so because they were so boring! I am also going to attempt to write a fan fiction, it's been so long. Haha.
I have found a cosplay seller on Ebay for my commission, and I am super excited because they make lovely cosplay, the best most accurate I have seen!
I guess I need to just keep fighting through everything, and hope for better outcomes. It is so tiring though...

More Boringness

Applied for student loans, and what a pain in the butt process it is. Especially since I did not remember the password, and I had to call my father for his income tax information. You have to do things certain ways, and it is just plain frustrating.
I did go to work today. I am not as sick as I was, thankfully. They had me all over the store between drive-thru, and counter, and it was so confusing. I hate confusing days at work!
Going to leave the house this weekend for other than work, or groceries. Going to an open house, and the Saturday market. I also have to go to the art supply store because COPICS are on sale. Kind of a happier note.
I hate being so fake happy at work it is sickening, but I have to be...
Neighbour still is being difficult, and isn't moving out.... BLAH!
Had an entire French Class come in today, and order in French, and their French was atrocious! I felt the teacher was looking down on me, I don't remember much French. I did remember more as I went though. I will learn that language I promise.
Yea, still frustrated, and upset. One thing, one stupid thing would make me so happy, and it sucks that it will never happen.

It Just Keeps Plumetting....

I got yelled at while working today for moving to slow.
Well unless you want me to run into someone, and drop the customers food on the floor, and have to wait to have it remade go right ahead! Also I am sick, but apparently that doesn't matter... Seriously I should have called in sick this morning... I should not be there because it is a restaurant, and I am sick.
I am only there to work, I no longer care what people think of me. I have a job to do, and I am going to do it. So apparently if I call in sick they will hate, me well go ahead.
I still feel like utter crap. I can barely eat, and still not sleeping. Still sneezing m brains out... Ewww.... Frig I hate colds.
I am just watching everything just fall faster.

Site Usage Cut Down

I am cutting down all uses on some sites.
I am limiting my FaceBook use. I am quitting GaiaOnline, I quit TinierMe a while ago.
I like here, Tumblr, and deviantArt. Also LiveJournal, but I don,t really use it so hence no link to it. I will continue to use Twitter I suppose. I guess it replaces FaceBook, and not as many people I know know that I have it.
I am not going to be using MSN as much either. I really don't like it.... Never did, and it is not like anyone talks to me anyways.